JohnH wrote: ↑Fri Apr 19, 2024 3:00 pm
No, I will take a resurrected body in whatever way the Lord wishes me to have. It could be a lean muscular masculine body free of aggression and depression or a beautiful feminine body, or whatever. And I might be able to sing a high coloratura soprano down to the deepest oktavist range.
With each passing day I feel further and further removed from the others of my species.
Several years ago I prayed to whatever might be out there listening, and I reiterate this prayer every so often... my wishes haven't changed...
If- there is an afterlife...
Then- when I when I go, I pray to God almighty that I will spend eternity roaming the universe. I want to understand what God understands. I want to understand the universe, how it operates, I want to peer behind the curtain of physics and see the mechanics and understand the equations of all that is.
I can not possibly have a frail human body on this journey. My soul must wander without my worldly shell, the eyes can not see the truth, nor can the ears hear it, nor can my skin touch it. My monkey brain lacks the ability. I doubt I'll be wearing a skirt during this time. I probably won't have any anatomy at all, as I'd be lacking a physical body. Lacking these physical attributes, I don't suppose I'll have a defined gender, which is the crux of my declaration of being of the "nonbinary" gender. It has nothing to do with worldly religions, doctrines, politics, liberalism, and while at one time I thought it might have placed me on the LGBTQ spectrum, these days I reject that notion, for even LGBTQ is a tribe and my soul is just too big to be defined by any tribal doctrine.
I was born a male, called a boy, and now society calls me a man. The truth is, I am more than whatever gender society wishes to place upon me, the truth is now and more than ever, as the world plunges itself into self-worship, I look out across the stars, when I can see them and I find peace, for it reminds me that I am a Child of God, and the universe lives in my heart. Now more than ever...
The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.
He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.
He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.
Those on this thread that would sneer at the notion of placing faith in God, I ask you, would I be better served to place my faith in mankind?
Hardly.