Hi Tom, I am really not sure what you mean by "your toxic masculinity"? If it was meant to be ironic, it was lost on me.Kirbstone wrote: ↑Sat Feb 04, 2023 11:07 pm Interesting pic. Stevie, but in my book the beard gives your 'toxic masculinity' away, despite the gladrags. At my height and with sparse hair, any illusion of 'passing' never occurred to me, even though I crossdressed quite a bit then. My outside sorties were all nocturnal, A/ to avoid crowds and B/ to avoid scrutiny, but it was fun at the time. I was living mostly alone in Germany....late 80s early 90s. No internet and items were mostly mail-ordered from published catalogues.
Things are different now, with several family and descendants living close.
Tom
Twenty years ago, I lived cheek by jowl with wife and kids and it was the pretence which had the most toxic affect on my being.
By that time the "midnight forays" had actually ceased and that worsened the whole situation, "fun" it definitely was not.
Anyone else, yes, attitudes have shifted but not nearly widely enough, perhaps Tom's comments prove that more than anything.
Oh and for the Gods' sakes leave out the "C" word, that has caused enough trouble already.
Steve.